Grief Gamzee

Gamzee Makara is 7.4 sweeps old, 16 years, and a troll who is ravaged with sorrow and regret for what he has done. Every sin and every murder plays back in his head, torturing him with grief. So he had decided to attempt to try and turn his life around. The once chill and almost stupidly foolish cussing troll is now timid and reserved, doing his best to stomp out his speaking quirk of using various forms of 'mother fucker' and the like. He tries to be mindful of others' feelings so he doesn't upset them any more then he may have already done in the past. 

On occasion, he has relapses and breakdowns. On those days he goes back to being how he usually was, yet more violent. Because he sometimes just can't cope with everything going on. So he either goes on a rampage, regretting it tenfold the night after, or simply breaks down in a sobbing, pitiful mess. All he wants to do is repent for past crimes, but he knows it is close to impossible. After all, there are no such things as miracles.